As the burnout epidemic continues to grow, many people are looking not just for relaxation, but for real, lasting change. For Neil Markey, CEO and Co-Founder Beckley retreatsThis search began on the front line of the current war.

Neal’s journey into the world of psychological well-being is not one of trend-following or spiritual withdrawal. It is a story of trauma, discipline, deep personal inquiry, and a deep belief in healing that must be treated with care, integrity, and respect.
From war zones to domestic affairs
Neal was studying mathematics at the University of Maryland when the events of 9/11 changed the trajectory of his life. Forced to serve, he joined the US Army and eventually deployed to Iraq and Afghanistan with the elite Ranger regiment. The experiences he faced there were intense, life-changing and deeply traumatic.
“Everybody in this department had some form of PTSD,” he said. “It was night raids, direct action, a really intense environment.” When I was in the regiment I was more on the planning side, but my time in the service definitely left its mark.
When he returned to civilian life, Neal did what many veterans encourage him to do: he joined the health care system. He tried anti-anxiety drugs and sleeping pills. Although these offered some symptom relief, they did not address the deeper layers of trauma.
What really began to transform his inner world was meditation, and later carefully facilitated psychedelic experiments. These experiences, treated with preparation and integration, open up something profound: a sense of connection, meaning, and emotional healing that hasn’t been there since his ministry.
“I was doing well professionally,” he says of his subsequent career at McKinsey & Company and in private equity, “but emotionally and spiritually, I was in a really bad place.”
Despite external success, old symptoms reappeared: insomnia, reactivity, difficulty in relationships. Neal noticed that many of his highly skilled peers struggled in similar ways. It wasn’t just a veterans issue. It was a man.
Burnout, he realized, is not a personal failure, it is often a systemic failure.
Birth of Beckley Retreats
After leaving the corporate world, Neil returned to teaching meditation and spent time in Mexico living an even slower, more embodied way of life. There he encountered local traditions that had been working with plant medicines for centuries, not recreationally, but ceremonially, with respect and structure.
This personal exploration eventually intersected with an important meeting with the late Amanda Feiding, founder of the Beckley Foundation and one of the world’s most influential figures in psychedelic research and drug policy reform. For decades, Amanda has worked tirelessly to bring scientific credibility and compassionate reform to the field. His vision was not just about changing laws, but about building a safe and ethical infrastructure for treatment.
Together with Amanda’s family, Neil founded Beckley Retreats in 2021.
Today, Beckley Retreats runs legal psilocybin retreat programs in Jamaica and the Netherlands, two of the few places in the world where psilocybin mushrooms can currently be used on board. The games combine clinically based preparation and integration with meditative practices drawn from global wisdom traditions.
“We don’t just offer an experience,” explains Neal. “We provide the kit and the engine for who you’re with, where you are, how you’re supported. Those are just as important, if not more, than the kit itself.”
Psilocybin: The Science Behind the Switch
Psilocybin, an active compound found in certain types of mushrooms, has become one of the most widely researched psychedelics in modern science. Clinical studies from leading institutions such as Johns Hopkins University, Imperial College London, and New York University show that when used in a carefully supervised and supportive environment, psilocybin can provide significant benefits for people with treatment-resistant depression, end-of-life anxiety, post-traumatic stress, and trauma-related anxiety. Research has also explored its potential role in supporting addiction recovery and promoting positive behavior change, with consistently reported results of increased feelings of connectedness, emotional openness, and a renewed sense of meaning in life.
Neuroimaging studies show that psilocybin temporarily reduces activity in the brain’s “default mode network,” the part of the brain associated with rigid thought patterns and a fixed sense of self. This can allow for greater mental flexibility, emotional processing, and the formation of new perspectives.
But, as Neal is keen to point out, it’s not a magic bullet. “It’s not for everyone. It’s not for everyone. And it’s not without risk, but if done right, it can have extraordinary benefits.”
Individuals with certain psychiatric conditions, such as schizophrenia or bipolar disorder, are not suitable candidates. Without proper screening, preparation, professional support, and post-experience integration, psychedelic experiences can be debilitating rather than healing.
This is why Beckley Retreats takes a strict and supportive approach.
Why this work should never be taken lightly
As interest in psychedelics grows, so do the number of underground rituals, unregulated retreats, and random group experiences. Neal acknowledges that curiosity is growing, but cautions against replacing deep internal affairs.
“Hundreds of ceremonies take place every week in private homes and Airbnbs,” he says. “People are drawn to it, but often without the support, security or integration needed to understand what’s going on.”
At Beckley Retreats, guests are carefully screened, supported by multidisciplinary teams (including psychotherapists and medical professionals) and guided through a structured process of preparation, immersion and integration. The goal is not a great experience, but a constant change.
“The real change comes after the retreat,” explains Neal. “It’s about how you live differently when you get home. That’s the job.”
Who’s Coming to Beckley?
Interestingly, most participants in Beckley Retreats are not spiritual novices or counterculture researchers. They are often highly qualified professionals between the ages of 45 and 60, many of whom have “done the work” through therapy, meditation and personal development – but still feel like something is missing.
Burnout, life transitions, grief, and the quiet question of “Is this all?” are common themes.
About 88% of participants describe their experience as one of the most meaningful in their lives, along with marriage or having children.
People often describe coming home with a clearer sense of what needs to change. For some, this means daring a career change; for others, it looks like rebuilding relationships or having the courage to walk away from those who no longer feel healthy. Many report that they feel more emotionally available and present, and have an increased ability to fear and appreciate everyday life. Over time, these insights can translate into tangible lifestyle changes as people become more intentional about their habits, their health, and the priorities they choose to build their lives.
Neal tells the story of a former special operations soldier who, after retreating, discovers that his previously distant young son has begun to seek closeness and comfort. While science is still learning the mechanisms, the changes in their presence have been significant.
“When you change your nervous system,” Neal reflects, “the world around you responds.”
A conscious model for the future of healing
Beckley Retreats is structured as a Public Benefit Corporation, which means that it is not only focused on profit, but also on social impact and ethical management. This multi-stakeholder model reflects Neil’s belief that health care, particularly mental and emotional well-being, should never be driven solely by commercial incentives.
Along with his retirement, Beckley Retreats has been actively involved in rigorous research collaborations with leading academics at institutions including Harvard and Yale, helping to build an evidence base that can inform future policy and practice. Neil is a part-time student at the Harvard Chan School of Public Health studying psychedelic and integrative health.
“We know that science is a bridge to the Western psyche,” Neal says. “If we want to be taken seriously, we have to hold ourselves to the highest standards.”
No trend – turning point
Mentally assisted wellness is often portrayed as the latest trend in wellness. But for Neil Markey, it’s not about innovation. It’s about remembering what people have known for thousands of years: healing is relational, contextual, and deeply rooted in how safe we feel to meet ourselves.
“It’s not about escapism,” he says. “It’s about going back home and then learning to live from there.”
As governments slowly rethink policy and science continues to confirm what many have long understood, the future of psychiatric treatment may become more accessible. But Neil is clear: access without integrity is not progress.
The real work is in creating spaces that honor the depth of the human psyche with care, professionalism, humility and compassion.
And in a world hungry for quick fixes, this may be the most radical approach of all.


